‘If’ painting – an Icon of Hope to last the Years
My first ‘if’ painting was during covid. Someone close to me was going through a season of challenges and reluctantly had to move. We couldn’t meet in person so I posted a brochure through her door, offering to paint for her something infused with hope based on her aspirations. I asked her, “if you believed in God, what three things would you want to ask for at this time?” And what are your favourite colours?
I turned her hopes into a painting. ‘Essence of Lucy’, working in an intuitive and loose style in acrylic with bold colours and sgraffito lines. Around the back of the painting I added a silk backing with favourite quotes and an envelope to add a record of favourite memories.
I wanted this painting to be an icon of hope to last the years.
When Lucy moved I gave her the painting wrapped carefully in brown paper and asked her to open it when she was settled. She hadn’t seen the picture yet.
After a few days, I’d heard nothing and doubts crept it… what if she didn’t like it?
And then finally she called, exclaiming “It’s a miracle!” She was thrilled because one of her dreams had been fulfilled; her daughter had unexpectedly been offered a place at the school around the corner, something which had looked impossible. Her painting took pride of place in her living room, which happened to be painted in a complementary colour.
Every now and then over the years she has messaged me to say she is looking at ‘Essence of Lucy” with a friend, and they are in tears. One recently said, “It’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.”

Essence of Lucy
the biggest painting I ever painted is over 2 metres wide and hung in a forest...
You can see it here. It was definitely a work of faith, as you can imagine. I painted it in my garage with specially researched paint materials on toughened glass to allow the light to pour through but also to endure the elements. It took three strong men and scaffolding to set it up in the woods strung from two pine trees. It survived years of storms and windy winters but was eventually sadly destroyed by vandals.
Many people said how they were really touched by the beauty of the light flowing through this painting and they loved looking at it as they strolled in the forest, part of a retreat centre on the border of Hertfordshire and Buckinghamshire.

Visiting a painting
I recently got to see a couple of my paintings in their permanent home. One of the paintings was displayed against a yellow wall and it looks like it is glowing.
Perhaps this is a little glimpse of the loving divine omnipresence, bringing light, warmth and hope. I hope, perhaps ambitiously, that my paintings help people to connect with goodness.
